Since no c 'is mum on Christmas day is a great sadness. I, my father and my brother. My family is not very big ... there are no grandparents, no father nor mother. And with his aunt and uncle who live nearby, the reports are almost non-existent. They invite us to dinner on these occasions, but on the one hand I appreciate that because they are not required to do so, by 'other I smell hypocrisy. You can not build relationships on Christmas Day and Easter. But the family are 'the only one who thinks so. Asked no questions, no examination of conscience ... do not ask what count the relatives in their lives, do not listen to the 'emotion that rises from the heart (probably because it is non-existent) ... sometimes, in them, the blood of my blood, I l 'impression of not seeing feelings.
I'm not so, I'm that stubborn, that foot down, and breaks until they get something, the one that caught fire like a match, the proud, what I always think of to do 'what else I would not have done to me. I say they are too rigid in the judgments, which can not be overdriven with me ... I know. I am an 'imperfect search for perfection. Noto any insignificant change. Rather than noticing it, I feel it. And I'm hurt. I feel bad when I'm feeling neglected, when I feel the coldness of the people, who may only depend on my state of 'mind at that time. But I feel it, and I can not pretend nothing happened.
In the midst of all these imperfections, c 'is the love I feel and that burns inside me. I try to make you feel the heat in those select few, which I feel is reciprocated.
Right now I'm thinking of them, c 'is the safe haven in which to dock in a storm, and why not, even in good weather. C 'is someone who is far away and I miss him so much. C 'is one who has aroused curiosity and tenderness in me (= interest), and I would meet to enjoy live so many words and smiles virtual, in order to absorb the' essence I read on this screen. And there are many other people who occupy my thoughts ...
I thought, for another year is ending and for me, this is the period budgets. On what I did for myself, my change, and relationships that I built, or destroyed. I am working to please me, to build certainty that makes me the knowledge. And I realize that not everything is black, often, I want to believe.
The concert Liga gave me an incredible charge. A 'emotion that crossed me powerfully.
"song so that's good!" Simo, you were right! I cried as the 'other night, feeling the' emotion so strong ... he has awakened feelings that had been sleeping in depth.
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